Showing Up

I’ve been feeling apprehensive to update for some reason, but I’d like to get more consistent with it. I’ve been feeling called to do it and so I’d like to follow that… intuition or whatever it is. When I stop to think about why I’m not updating or posting consistently about the process and what’s been going on, it’s just that I feel silly. And when I try to break down why I feel silly, I can’t really get there/I don’t really have a good answer. So I’m over it. I’m over just watching other videos and reading what others are doing and I’m ready to do it myself, too. To continue to do it myself. It’s not a big deal lolol Like it really isn’t. I journal everyday and I have that record for myself there and I’d like a record for myself and for others here/online and that’s just that. It’s simple. Let’s not complicate things. Gonna film today, too and if I feel like it’s enough for a full video then it’ll be up soon. In seriously specific news, I’m chugging along! I have 10 things drafted and I’m almost done with another. My plan is to have it done by Sunday so I’m off to see what I can get done in the next twenty minutes before I have to resume Mumming. Toodaloo!! xo